why is there SO much bitterness in my heart? i need it to change. i need it to stop. and i mean it. it's like this bitterness has such a stronghold on me. i am wrestling with this. Lord, show up. I need you to fix this area in my heart;soften my heart. where are You? i am frustrated. CHALLENGE ME. no more of this bitterness. i want out. heal me. change me. work with me. do anything, i just need it to fly fly fly away.